AN UNEXPECTED TRANSFORMATION
When travel agency manager Rufo Calvo was invited by his partner Curtis to join him for ISC’s three-day Summer Ignatian Retreat, Calvo was leery. “I was a little concerned,“ he said.
“As a gay couple, would we be accepted? That was the big thing.” But it wasn’t the only thing. While his partner Curtis had made many Ignatian retreats over the years, Calvo’s own experience with the Spiritual Exercises was more limited.
Arriving to the United States from Guam in the late 1960s, Calvo learned about prayer by watching his mother, who prayed to God and the Blessed Mother in hymns, songs and formal prayers like the Rosary. He had never considered that prayer could be conversational, one person talking to God as with a friend.
A self-described “chatterbox,” Rufo wasn’t sure about the silent aspects of the retreat, or surviving long stretches without his phone. Nevertheless, he decided he would go, even if he felt that real spiritual formation might be unlikely. “Going into that retreat I felt like the oddball. I don’t have this kind of relationship with Jesus.” But that’s exactly the kind of relationship he found.
At the retreat, Rufo’s spiritual advisor suggested that Rufo could with Jesus as a friend. “That resonated big time,” said Rufo.
This invitation to an unexpected friendship with Jesus has broadened Rufo’s understanding of prayer. “It’s a work in progress,” Rufo said. “It’s casual. I feel like I can talk to him if I need to.”
“I look forward to learning more, and getting a closer relationship with him. But I’ve
liked the casualness of it. My mom taught us that you have to be very serious when you pray, very focused. I feel like, with Jesus, he understands if I’m not 100% focused, he gets it, you know.”
Rufo is looking forward to more opportunities to expand and deepen his spiritual formation in the coming year, both at ISC and at his local parish, where he recently joined the choir.